Posts Tagged ‘childfree by choice’

this baby kid is rubbish.

In childfree on December 5, 2015 at 8:19 pm

i always like to see how people find my site. looking through the keywords always gives me a chuckle. here are some of my favourites:

– this baby kid is rubbish (i’m considering changing the name of my blog to this. for real.)

– kids are shit (enough said.)

– friends with kids crap (who doesn’t have these friends? i’m here for you, whoever you are…)

– scabies lipgloss (well, that’s just gross. and I don’t think i’ve ever written about either on this blog. correct me if I’m wrong.)

– hairy and ginger kid (umm…)

– hate your family (it does basically sum up this site.)

– i’m too pretty to do homework, so my brother has to do it for me (what? i don’t even know how this brought anyone here.)

– i don’t want to hold the baby (exactly.)

– people be like team no kids (and those people be alright with me.)

where i’ve been.

In childfree on August 17, 2015 at 6:22 am


i haven’t been blogging lately because, well, basically this. it’s been a busy awesome year.

interview with diane curtis

In childfree, interviews on March 31, 2014 at 5:15 am

a few months ago i interviewed diane curtis (many thanks to her for her patience and good humour). if you like what she has to say, visit her website or follow @DianeECurtis on twitter for social media industry news, general geekery, random snark, a bunch of steampunk stuff, and the UFC (because life is just one big ass-whoooping contest, you may as well watch it on tv, too).

me: when did you realise you officially didn’t want to have kids?

diane: I’ve always been sort of ambivalent about children. I’ve never been one to gush over babies. I don’t find them particularly interesting or even attractive; they kind of freak me out. I’m an only child and an only grandchild on one side and youngest of 11 on the other. There weren’t a lot of children around me growing up. Honestly, most of my “playmates” were people my grandparents’ age. So, I was never really exposed to children and had a hard time relating to them in school. They seemed loud, silly, brutish, undignified. I just wanted to go home and quietly play Scrabble and drink tea with my REAL friends.

There were times in my life when I entertained the idea (before my wedding and in the first couple years of marriage) of having children, but it never felt right for me, and I struggled with it. I think my husband never took me seriously when I told him I didn’t want children. He always thought that some day that biological clock would start ticking and the baby lust would set in. There were certainly other reasons, but this was the primary cause for our divorce.

Which is really unfortunate, because the other issues were minor and we could have worked them out. But the question to have kids or not is one that is non-negotiable, and there is no meeting someone halfway. You either do or you don’t. And if you do, you commit yourselves fully to it. I couldn’t, and we loved each other enough to let each other go. That was my defining moment, I think. Sacrificing my marriage in favor of being Childfree was the point of no return. I would regard it as a betrayal if I were to turn around and have a child with someone else.

me: how has being childfree shaped your relationships (romantic or friendships)?

diane: I actively seek out friends who do not have children, do not want children, or have already “done their duty for God and Country” and their children are now grown. In some cases, I’m close friends with both the parent and the adult child.

Romantically, it has been amazingly smooth sailing. Before my marriage, I had my fair share of boyfriends but none of them were really serious. Most of the men I dated were quite relieved to know I wasn’t hot to get married and have kids. I think they regarded me as something of a unicorn in the dating world.

After my marriage ended, I dated “smart.” I had a couple casual relationships with men I had known for quite a long time (one was even a friend and co-worker of my ex’s and he actually helped bring the two of us together) and so they knew my history. They knew about the “kid issue” and also that I was firmly committed to NOT marrying again.

My boyfriend now is simply amazing. He is the love of my life, and I am his. I’m an extremely introverted, private person and I hold sacred my independence. So does he. And yet we’re constantly around each other like two peas in a pod. We’re both Creatives and work from home; we even share studio space. And yet there is no tension, for while we may share physical space, we allow each other the emotional and intellectual breathing room we both need.

We’re also amazing together – professionally and personally. We collaborate on a lot of projects (he’s a web designer and front end developer; I’m a social media and digital marketing strategist) and the chemistry is amazing. Our creative processes are very well matched.

The best part is he is as committed to living Childfree as I am. Perhaps more so, because he has actually taken the necessary medical steps to ensure he remains “not the daddy!” And, while he would love to marry me someday and likes to bring it up to gleefully watch me squirm sometimes, he respects my view on the matter and is totally fine with us just being together. Because that’s what really matters.

me: a lot of women aren’t taken seriously (‘oh, you’re young yet… you’ll change your mind’). what would you tell a younger you, or a young woman who’s currently struggling with being taken seriously on the childfree topic?

diane: Stand your ground. It is tempting to laugh or shrug off such comments because it’s easier. Conflict is hard. Standing up to other’s expectations of you is not only brave, but necessary. You owe it to yourself to be honest and loyal to your true feelings. I would tell the person – whether it’s a stranger on the street, or your fiance’s pushy aunt – that they need to keep their opinions to themselves. Don’t presume to know what is best for me. I know myself and my own mind better than you ever will. Someone needs to do an Infographic with Childfree Bingo on top, and then Responses to Childfree Bingo on the bottom. Maybe I should do that…

me: you work as a consultant; do you feel like your childfree status or views could have a detrimental impact on your ability to land new clients or contracts?

diane: Quite the opposite, actually. I work from home, so maintaining professional space is important to me. I’m sure you’ve been on that late-night conference call where there’s a screaming baby in the background. I am proud to say that will never be me! And when I’m on a call where that happens, I’m the first to speak up and insist the clueless parent move locations.

I also tend to pick clients who support Childfree Living. I don’t have clients who are conservative, religious, or child-focused. I would most likely decline those accounts, because our views would not line up. I wouldn’t be at my best and would struggle to write with their voice, promote their views, or get excited about their project/product/service.

me: what have you accomplished that you wouldn’t have been able to if you were a parent?

diane: I started college right out of high school, but withdrew half-way through my junior year. After I got married, I returned – at age 27 – to finish. I graduated magna cum laude with a degree in the History of Philosophy and was an Honors Scholar. I made the Dean’s and President’s Lists several semesters and was inducted into a handful of Honor Societies. I then went on to earn, with honors, a Master of Theological Studies in Islamic Studies from an internationally ranked university. While pursuing my graduate degree, I also took – by invitation from the professors – some PhD classes and worked as an adjunct instructor and research assistant. None of that would have been possible with children. Or it at least would have been very very difficult.

me: one of the things i’m struggling with is being at an age where my friends are all having babies. do you have many friends who are childfree? or do you have to accommodate families in your social time?

diane: Most of my close friends, who are local, are at least 13 years my senior – and I am 37. So, their child-rearing days (if they had them) are now firmly behind them. As I have always been more comfortable around older people, it is the ideal arrangement for me.

Through the magic of Facebook, I have reconnected with many old college friends and through that medium we have grown quite close. Closer than we were in college, actually. And many of them now have children. Ironically, I absolutely love seeing pictures of their kids and their posts about the ups and downs of child-rearing, the joys and triumphs, the epic fails, the heartache, the heartburn. But these aren’t your typical nightmare Facebook parents – the ones you often write about and I find absolutely hilarious! I do have a few of those on my Friend List, but I long ago banished them from my News Feed. No, these women are different. So much cooler than that. I went to the oldest women’s college in the world, and it’s the kind of place that attracts extraordinary girls and graduates extraordinary women. Many of those women have since become kickass mothers raising super-cool kids.

me: do you actively avoid places where you know there’s a good possibility of crowds of kids and families (or am i the only one)?

diane: Like a ship full of Plague-ridden rats. Next question?

me: i’m sure know the answer but i have to ask this one – any regrets?

diane: Not at all. There was a time I struggled with this decision – the time I was trying to save my marriage – but with the perspective of a few years now, I know how terribly unhappy I was then. I wasn’t just trying to shove a square peg in a round hole, I was trying to reshape myself. That’s not healthy and it never ends well. Looking back at where I was then and how far I’ve come since, I wouldn’t change a thing, not even the darkest days. With where I am now in my life, in my career and with my true partner and other self, I am finally, completely, at peace.

childfree today.

In childfree on January 13, 2012 at 4:13 pm

the today show did a segment on women choosing to live childfree. before i watched it i had high hopes that it wouldn’t drag a blog post out of me but i just a couple of beefs about their reporting. watch the clip first:

  1. the canned segment they ran started out great. yes, women can choose to be childfree, yadda yadda yadda. and then the good doctor slides onto the screen and starts talking about self-doubt. as if each and every childfree woman will live with some kind of agonizing self-doubt. will she regret her choice? will she change her mind? and then they inappropriately contextualize the comments of the woman being interviewed for the clip. the fact that she feels pressure, as the oldest of her siblings, to have children, does not in any way equal having self-doubt. it sounds very clear that this woman has made her mind up and is holding steady. i hope that dr. janet taylor (as sympathetic to the cause as she’s trying to sound) is not advising any childfree women in her practice.
  2. ‘what is their authentic voice telling them? it may not be about mothering but it could be a calling that’s related to children. that could be being a teacher, social worker, congress woman, nurse practitioner, physician… there are other ways in which women can relate to children but it doesn’t necessarily mean that they have to be moms’ (sarah brokaw). or, they could embark on  a career that has nothing, whatsoever to do with children. some women simply have other interests. i’ll be straight here. i do not hate children. i am an aunt and i love the children who are in my life. but there are many other children that i really do not care to be around.

what i’m getting at here is that while some childfree women do question themselves and may even live to regret their paths, there are many more who have a deep understanding of themselves and know what will fulfill them in life. i’m afraid that the slant put on this story will only perpetuate the hurtful comments made everyday by those who just can’t wrap their heads around childfreedom.

put plain and simply? many women are just fine on their own. many women create value in their lives in other places. many women cultivate deep and lasting friendships, powerful careers and life partnerships and marriages on a much deeper level than often possible with children in the picture. many women will make responsible, sensible decisions and never regret them.

while i definitely appreciate that this topic even made it on a mainstream show like the today show, they need to get the story straight. if they put this segment on air to educate women who have children about the childfree, then they need to show childfreedom in a more positive and empowered light. for a lark, imagine an ultra-conservative christian interviewing a buddhist. imagine the interviewer trying to understand why the guest didn’t subscribe to his idea of god. and then imagine the interviewer continuing to say that the buddhist’s position is valid, because he could always celebrate the christian god in different ways than only going to church. that’s the gist i’m picking up from the producers of this story; it’s ok not to have children, because there are so many other ways to have children fulfill your life.

i’d like to know how you feel about this story. leave a comment below or find me on twitter @kidsiscrap. don’t forget to copy laura scott (@180coaching), sarah brokaw (@sarah_brokaw) and the today show (@todayshow).


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